And then all of a sudden, everything came crashing down. Like someone blew a gust of wind and knocked down your cards. The cards that made up your life.
I can't comprehend anything. Why me? What did I do wrong to deserve this?
I think it's because I ate meat every Friday during Lent and didnt really care....
Any whoooo, I guess the saying you only have family as support is true (with the exception of the true friends); because apparently it's okay for you to have a group of friends and then half of them leave, because someone else comes in and thinks it's okay to ruin everything. But I guess thats how things in Plattsburgh work. Great. Let me know how that goes....
Ohh and apparently college changes the guy that you've known since you were fourteen. The one guy that you wanted to spend your life with. The one guy that said he wanted to marry you and be with you forever. But it's okay that he randomly left...because college changes people.
That's bullshit.
If I hear that excuse one more time....I might explode. College is a poor excuse. What changes people is other people. The influence of immature idiots that think relationships arent meant for college. If you love someone, youre with them. You dont not talk to them, or take your relationship off of Facebook.
You love them. You love them for their chaotic self, when they're stressed and happy. You love them like you first saw them. Like the first day they gave you butterflies. And you never stop.
I'm broke. I'm hurt. I'm confused.
And even though my family and a few great friends keep a smile on my face every day. It's you I want at the end of the day.
And you left at a bad time...
