81 days left of high school.
81 days left of being surrounded by the same people I've been with since kindergarden.
81 days left until my life changes - for the better.
When applying to colleges, I was freaked out. I thought, I'm never going to see my friends again, my family, sleep in my own bed and just my every day routine.
NOW
I can't wait to get out. I don't want to leave my family because I know I will definately miss them. It's just everyone else. The people who say we'll stay close, even though you both know you won't. The people you wish were sick every day during the school year. Basically, I'm tired of everyone.
The petty drama, the different cliques, the people that you're friends with one day and not the next. I'm tired of it.
This is why I'm looking forward to college. To start fresh. Meet new people. Begin my future.
My family that has always been there for me - I'll cry over them.
The two friends that I trust my life will -I'll cry over them.
My boyfriend - I'll cry over him.
But to everyone else - I doubt it. What's the point...most of you have already moved on. And now I have too.
It's so true. And then that first week of university you will meet best friends who you'll grow with and have new experiences with, experiences that you can never have at home because your not free. And I mean you will feel truly free and it will the most liberating feeling in the world. High school will become some murky piece of the past that was fake and immature and petty and cruel.
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ReplyDeleteand I truly hope so! I can't wait!
ill cry when you leave!
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